GAME not OVER

I have the answer of what is stabbing me.... it is simple and direct.


Frankly, as i am always, coming from deep down inside, it is feeling of un-wanted, not-needed, VUP (watch Ocean 13) generates my emptiness.
For the days i was no longer a child, my existence was evidence by how somebody appreciated my love and care. Everytime when i was left un-wanted, not-needed, dispensible, i suffered. Regardless of the unlogical variation of love, today, i believe i fathom the nature of the "game". And, pathetically, the reasons behind my disqualification are purely justified.


Eased i am after a confrontation and discussion in my mind.
Wandering with joy and hope, i am feeling relieved getting thro it single-handedly.
I am still remembering 0ne day i grabbed a book and what was written behind is that "LOVE AGES A PERSON FOR TEN YEARS". It implies love as a nutrient to the growth of a person, making him matured.
There is so much to learn and hurdles to overcome, which makes life more beautiful.

C'est La Vie

For all whom i loved and loved me, Merci bien!!!

Love's beautiful, so beautiful...(Choi Kin Nga)........ Is that funny, i can sing it at the moment even i desperately lack it.